When you’re so obsessed with something like a book or TV show and you love and ship the characters and you love the cast and you know so much about them. Then that feeling when you realise you’re slipping away from the fandom, when you loose interest even though you don’t want to, that feeling after a few months or years looking back in the fandom and missing it because the cast/characters were like your friends and the fandom was amazing and everything about it was great and just wow, you miss it so much.
a year ago on my birthday I was an edge lord saying I had nothing to show for my life…but NOW?? my heart feels so full and I am hyped for the day! what growth!!
I was looking at my archive and my god I was so sad a year ago. That girl was dead inside. My growth and progress in the past several months have been truly incredible and I’m so proud of and happy for myself
